Why?

Some people just dont understand why we do the things we do and its a simple answer, 1.People do stuff on impulse or reaction to others around them or, 2. Because they want to be the first person to do something to stand out for others hopefully making them think that hey their pretty funny i think im going to follow them. Well if your one of those people who are followers instead of leaders jump out and start leading your own crowd. That doesnt mean you have to do bad things to get followers it just means be yourself and stand up for others who cant and maybe just maybe they might take pride in following you and set a good example for others to follow them. Together we can make everyone around us who feels lonely stand up and show there talents which they might say they dont have but we all know they do. Im a big role model for others so if i do something bad because of my impulses then that can cause others who follow me to do the same thing which can result in making a bad name for themselves depending on the severity of the choice i make and they follow. I wake up day after day thinking ok go to school and just be you not somebody else just you want to be. I have grown through progress of intense counseling and learned the ropes and rewards of being good when you need to be and letting loose when you absolutely need to when the time is right. I have changed many friends and other peoples opinion me just by going up to people who hate me an just chillin with them and i hear them say after they get to know me, hey man your pretty cool i dont know why i had a reason to hate you but your a pretty cool guy. When i accomplish something like that i save that memory to the heart and always remember how i changed that persons mind. I believe people who make bad decisions all the time can change the way they act just by confiding in someone who has been through what they're going through and getting to know them as friends. Thats how i got my start in changing the lives of many friends i now have from the small amount of friends i had when i was younger.